Posted to tcl by colin at Fri Jun 01 08:00:38 GMT 2007view raw
- [Robert Abitbol] In fact, when you'll change my name back to Robert Abitbol
- (from Unperson) on your wiki, I'd be comfortable enough to pay you lunch when
- I'll visit Australia.
- [CMcC] I'm all about trying to help the unstable, so I will give you a fixed star
- by which to navigate through your storm-tossed emotional sea: I will *never*
- socialise or fraternise with you. I will never befriend you. You can never
- trust me to do well by you. I am implacably opposed to you, for as long as
- you live. I am the enemy in the shadows, I am the one who is waiting for you
- to slip up so he can do you in, I am your nemesis.
- No matter how you change, what medication you find, what
- insights you eventually gain into your deformed personality; no matter
- how your divergent and demented perceptions change: I will *always* be there
- as a reminder of how you are *right now* - you will *never* be able to convince me.
- You are ineluctably, immutably, irrevocably beyond the pale, to me. You, my
- fellow simian, are *wiped*
- No second chances, no reconciliation in the wings, no chance of improvement, there's
- the line _you_ can never cross.
- I only continue to engage you in order to waste your time, to draw you
- on to greater and more patent idiocy, so posterity and the audience can
- marvel at your evident insanity. You think (like Don Quixote) you're
- the hero in some romance novel, but you're a secondary character in a
- Kafka short story - you're not _even_ K.
- I'm giving you a chance to make a fool of yourself, because a fool
- is all you can ever aspire to be, in the histories of the world.
- I will give you no quarter, you have no benefit of any doubt
- with me. I have no mercy for you, I have no consideration for you, for
- your feelings, for your work, for your continued existence. I will
- always try to bring you down. I am already, always and forever hostile
- toward you. If you decided to do yourself in, I would not try to stop
- you. I am completely indifferent to your welfare, thoughts, longings,
- belief, humanity.
- But I won't lie to you. Especially when you want me to - because you
- are not even worth lying to.
- Now: go away and get better - even in the full knowledge that I will
- still think you are lower than dirt and unclean beyond any ability of
- living water to wash you clean.
- Got it?